right off the bat, gonna say, i'm sorry if you're expecting a baseball blog. this isn't it. not today, today i need to get some things off my chest and this is the only place i have to do it and feel safe and hopefully get some feedback. it's about a girl, then again, when is it not. so again, if you don't want to hear about my emotional problems. one more chance to leave. in honour of twiiter, i…